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Chapter : A radio radiating comfort or The Brock Years
ugliness attacks rose petal heart,
who is he to determine her beauty?
(blue)clouded sky’s looking for the son,
will he ever find his father?
Star struck lovers torn
Down by silent tree in woods
Candle-light flickers as he looks
Upon her story now untold
carnation falling in still water
the saga of a life unheard
Power rushing through a dead
mans hand—marked predator
she shies away from the wind…
for the whispers are too loud
for her to hear
fresh covering a tainted soul
can she ever forgive him for
his domination?
Marshmallow touch, daggered tongue
when did he become an enemy to
her state of mind?
He finally calls me
a spectator of a novel dream
His depression is like a porcupine
shooting his quills through my heart
painful, dangerous, the more I try to help the deeper the wound
Baby born unheard
muted by an overbearing disciple
Lover cheating on the breast of a sparrow
Lover cheating on the breast of a sparrow
sorrowful song, song of a morning hue
She bloomed gently
She bloomed gently
as he quivered in the place of her heart
He sang to her and touched a place long since forgotten; human statue floating down meandering stream.
Lonesome man lost
reunites with hot apple pie
He swims in her lust
will she ever learn to love as he loves
Sour apple, rotting fruit
wasting away on the unforgiving ground
Crimson falls as sun rays
Crimson falls as sun rays
will she ever forgive his dominion?
Lewd gleams of her eyes fall;
blood tear drops from sky
She glances toward her pregnant futurethrough a “looking glass darkly”
As a tulip bows its head;
never free from “A” Scarlet burden
A wonderful gala a circus menagerie
alone she is, a corpses sway
Figurine on path social hardship
Christ walking footsteps of God
Fog spawns darkness
moon bleeds light
Starry, starry, starry night.
Tree leaves give way to snowmen tarrying through the cold wind coming up to my doorstep
leaves as kites fall to ground
permeate peaceful grass
unnatural destroyer of fall
Once upon a time kissed a frog
only to find in dark cavern of
my depression that fairy tales
never come true
through my heart beating every
psychotic,tortuous, depressive thump
Sun
searing through my pupils
shining an everlasting light
through my belladonna eyes
Laws of nature broken
stealing from father time
given life
A waterfall of leaves tumble down
A waterfall of leaves tumble down
upon my feet
I smile as I see beauteous nature
and I think of you my love
I smile as I see beauteous nature
and I think of you my love
Scads of leaves fall down,
caressing my body,
nature unbound
nature unbound
Radiant red morning sunshine
sparks the embers
sparks the embers
reborn heart.
Weeping willow sad and blue
oh my love, how I miss you
Twi-my little light surfing into night. Why do you run from his sharp sight?
He cheats on me
like a wild animal
in a cage awaiting it’s
morbid demise
All the beauty of a dark, angels sleep.
Tumultuous chaos hurting my ears
Time, spent in long-since recovery—bar
Doves land gently on the windowsill
Him and her unite in peaceful bliss
Tightly woven gives way to stream
as he breaks through her very soul
You leave me all alone, stranded
unable to breathe on my own
rat in a cage running a
tread-ball unable to ever be free
Why do you cheat my darling?
I give you all I have!
The church bell rings, and the
angel sings as my heart is broken in two.
Trader to myself, as my belladonna eyes meet his baby blues;
poisoned by his smile, there’s
nothing left for one to do.
nothing left for one to do.
I loathe all his angry outbursts
I play like I don’t care
I love his passion and range of feeling; I pretend the hostility isn’t there.
twisting in my ear
A goose mates for life
as do the star-struck lovers
suffocating demise.
The lovers find themselves in a quagmire shit up a creek.
A completion you say—
As he walked with my heart
Beating in his breast pocket.
Beating in his breast pocket.
He hugs me, corrupting bodies fire my desire. He kisses me saturating my flesh with acid. He breathes on me and steals my air.
He “loves” me, but love hurts
“right”? death salt-tear drops
in derogative harmony.
he steals my life yet I’m the prisoner of his passion!
Bed’lam coin awaits me,
all the things that I can see.
Shock-shock-shock-shock-things must be;
this is the way to my destiny.
Tinkerbelluations
whispering in my ears
Nala
The world of disdaining
footsteps
A railroad crossing through my
soul
Why did you have to leave me my best friend, why?
Hallowed light flight around my
head
bomb shot off in my brain-bam
black out- pain------
what has happened?
I call out—
help arrives—
touch fear
Hope.
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A whisper strangling my
peace of mind.
Swimming in a pool
of indecision.
Chapter: Finding the light switch or The Religious Years
noise of God peering through a
rotten 10x4 wall of decay.
Pastor friend crying for my peace
of unsettling mind.
of unsettling mind.
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petals praying on a pink rose
being
Music of remembrance
surrounds my now calm mind.
Pane window picture forgotten
time.
Restricted drums beat predictably.
Doors of opportunity
Open to forgotten wench.
Speaker of the cross
bearing the burden of the soul.
The bond of love complementing
friendship.
friendship.
Crimson cross rising high
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Crimson cross rising high
to their salvation.
One said that the Bible is a map and being is hell,
I do not agree life is beautiful if you’re willing to live it well.
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Believe in me—
Believe in me—
Felt the earthquake
I was lost, I needed a savior
door of change,
window pane,
born again,
thunder,
Resurrection.
Freedom:
The thunder of faith strikes as they chant from their church pews: do not indulge to the path to heaven; do not cling to things—it’s all temporary-follow the commandments-believe only in the trinity or you will go to hell.
Faith of Daniel… not believe or face the lion. I have everything I need here on earth…I face the lion for internal reasons; I am God and God is me! Eighty years old I faced the lion… Freedom!
Music fills her mind
while he steals what’s left of her soul.
Love comes in black and blue,
peace in a place of her mind far away.
She screams, but no one will come
She cries, but no one will come
She dies, will anyone come?
Forgotten?
A thread of decomposing
immortality.
I need a light
every day conundrum.
I spill my life
on the crossroads of his anger.
Crawling through a dark wood
Seeking release from doppelganger.
Dove of love carries
my free mind to happiness.
my free mind to happiness.
My Temple
My temple is short and strong;
Its thick walls are hardened by years of pain.
The exterior of my temple is dark and ugly;
It has been beaten down by nature’s furry, the tempest storm.
A sacred place, my temple has never given in;
not once in all of my temples journeys has it shaken its dependability.
A, temple, a place of worship trapped in a rugged structure,
My temple is my body; my god is my mind.
I feel you, but I can’t save you
I’m not strong enough
I can stand by and hold your hand
But in the end only you can save yourself,
it’s your choice not mine—I cry. My sadness.
Pneuma
A shadow sat
Among the leaves
Fallen from the sky
The wind she hears
The watery tears
Falling from the sky
How mild this breeze
(on a rock) she sits with ease
amongst fallen time (she touches the sky).
Weeping Whiskers
Branches hung down as a beard onto his face
Long strands of hairs passively waving towards the ground
Whispers in the wind
Floating with every beautiful breeze
Weeping in the night
Drowning in the light, the loving willows of a man.
Starvation
Tantalus trapped in a quagmire
Which way does he go?
Sire, sire, which way in the fire?
Lower than low in hell does he sow
His viscous seeds!
Oh my darling Sisyphus
Why do you toil?
Up a hill never to fulfill
Your hunger of rock raised soil!
Locked in hell never to prevail
I am the one who must endure
My never ending sail on the river
Of madness, help me, help me
Alone I float barely alive, all alone
Starving.
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